This is not one of my most favourite times of year. It is usually spent alone and feeling lonely and isolated. This bank holiday I am hoping to spoil myself a little by doing my nails, and by sorting my bedroom out so that I have somewhere nice and peaceful.
Although it may not look it, I have tidied and thrown away a lot of stuff. My bedroom has been on my agenda for a while.
Another one of the girls in branch has just told me that they are pregnant. Seems like at the moment i am surrounded by people lucky enough to have husbands and families.
It just adds to my loneliness. So tidying and playing on my xbox keeps me out of trouble and put of depression. Now, if I could just stop the eating all would be for the positive.
No comments:
Post a Comment