I feel as if I have no-one I can confide in, and I can't use this as a way to talk about my worries. I just try and remember that I am lucky to have my skating ladies and lads. They fill me with love that is almost unconditional.

Weather

What terrible weather today. The visibilty on the drive to today's branch was so poor. I much prefer the crisp, cold yet sunny weather to this dampness. My little car is getting such a work out.
I have a such a lot to do today. Tidy and wash up at home, then out to the cinema to see 2012.
I want to be a more tidy and organised person at home. I think it will help me feel calmer.

CCR

Vaguely awake. Now I can write more on the subject. So privileged and proud to be associated with such a bunch of wonderful gals and guys. I get so much more from them than i could ever possibly give back.
I need to lose a ton of weight so that I can actually play properly. That would be a good way to pay back.
I just get so much love and friendship. I get to know a diverse bunch of people who I would never normally have spoken to. I have grown so much in confidence. How could I think of leaving the league?
I may not have a best friend, but I have a whole group of friends who are there for me... No matter what.

CCR

CCR are two. I am so glad that i have such a wonderful bunch of people in my life. Kind and caring guys and girls. Funny and crazy !