I guess i'm making all the mistakes that most people made in their teens and twenties now...as i had no opportunity to make them then. Probably at this age it just hits you harder...or something.

I just felt as if he was the one... not a blinding light buld..just... more.. as if it was meant to be.

But as per usual, am probably wrong.

And maybe i'm wrong about this too...and he is actually wanting to go out with me but too shy to say..