Things going as always. I see an improvement in my skating. Still very slow, but i can now get up if i do a right knee fall. It might take me a couple of attempts, but i can do it! My next goal is to work at that until i can do it on the first attempt for the whole of a session. Then get my other leg stronger so i can do it on that one. Then work on knee dips. It has taken me 18 months, but i have done it!

Very proud of myself.

I guess i'm making all the mistakes that most people made in their teens and twenties now...as i had no opportunity to make them then. Probably at this age it just hits you harder...or something.

I just felt as if he was the one... not a blinding light buld..just... more.. as if it was meant to be.

But as per usual, am probably wrong.

And maybe i'm wrong about this too...and he is actually wanting to go out with me but too shy to say..