Today it kind of feels as if Rawk was just using me. Only seeing me when and where he wants. I have no faith that he will actually go and see OBL in December. We are going to see Ladyhawke next week, but getting no response about meeting up. So much for him saying that everything would be the same, with nights out and meals. They will never happen again. So despite feeling quite gloomy over this, I am trying to make new friends. One reason why i like twitter is that it is giving me the opportunity to converse with likeminded people. People who are politically aware, who like music and film.
Anything so that I can forget about Rawk and his cool new bff. I may not be massively talented, or witty, or gorgously attractive... But I try to be kind, and do what other people want (even if it puts me outside my comfort zone), hell I gave Rawk a lift home even though it is out if my way now. And agreed to meet him in Brindley Place, which I am not keen on. There must be people out there who would me kern not only to hear from me, but would do me the curtesy of replying...
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