I was quite surprised. Re-arranged to meet up with Rawk, and he turned up! It was ok, but despite what he says about things being the same... they aren't anymore. I goes on about his new best friend, which fill me with jealousy... and i try my best not to show it. And he goes on about his new place, which he prefers and says things are better... which upsets me. He doesn't speak to me via msn much anymore, and generally doesn't respond to texts. oh oh oh how long for a friend.

We are attending the same gig next week, but no response to whether he wants to meet up beforehand. So i am assuming not. Oh oh oh where is the someone that i can be friendly with. Who likes the things i do. Maybe they don't exisit.