As of tomorrow Rawk will no longer officially be living with me. I feel so sad. And i know that i am unlikely to see him again. He acutally said that he is not sad to be leaving, and is in fact happy to go. No thank you, considering i took him in when he was living somewhere really horrible. But, i remind myself that i never did it for the thanks. I did it because a friend in need, and all that.

I have booked tickets with him to see Narnia in December, but as he won't take his ticket with him, i suspect he'll end up cancelling like last time. At least i am very prepared for it now.

I have asked my friend richard if he will help me, as i just can't face coming home to a place i hate, and getting help seems to be the best thing to do...