Sunday went all wrong. Rawk and i were supposed to go to Ikea, then onto the Pear Tree. He turned up with his ex (with whom he'd gone out the night before and stayed over at) and all went along together. I think rawk had forgotten that he had agreed to go to the pear tree with me, and wanted to spend more time with his ex... at any rate his ex was having none of it (said he had things to do) and eventually Rawk stomped off. I had a text saying that he was in a bad mood and had gone for a drive. 5 hours later i sent a text asking if he was ok. He had gone to back to Nottingham. If he was Orion i would have said that he had driven off somewhere to have sex, but i am not certain.

I was very hurt by this, i can't bare people just walking off and leaving.

I know the world doesn't revolve around me, but i can't take it.