Tatman came online today, and said that he wanted to come around to my house early tomorrow (he's coming to my skating fundraiser). He wants to talk to someone...

I suspect that right now he is talking to the girl who trained me in my job (and is now living in London), and i hope that she helps.

But i will be there for him tomorrow, whatever the problem is.

Despite the fiasco with Blondie and Orion, i am always there for my friends. And i usualli keep my mouth shut. The difference is, that with Blondie it was every night for 30 mins, or 2 hours on the phone, or 4 hours in a car. All about his problems... and he wanted no part in hearing anything to do with me.

This is different.

I miss Blondie so much though. Not Orion...well quite frankly it's not as if he's really been there for me anyway...

I wish i could stop missing Blondie so much, i wish he would leave.