Well, far from going from strength to strength and things getting back to some sense of normality, Blondie seems to have stopped talking to me altogether. I don't know why (perhaps he found and read this journal), and despite me asking him multiple times, he wont say why he's not speaking to me.

I could understand if he's having a bad time, but all he would need to say is that he's having a bad time, and it's not me. And i'd back off.

I am a bad person, i know that, but if he would just say what i've done, i could work on it.