I wish there was a way to get over this jealousy. I am honestly happy that the pair of them are happy, but why shouldn't I get to have someone special. Or friends to go out with, instead of being constantly told that i am in the way, or that someone can't be my social life...

Or ignored as a boyfriend takes precedence over a friend.

One of my friends from choir said she would look out for someone, but even she says she can't find anyone single.

Seems like i am destinated to be alone forever. I try and be positive, and keep smiling and keep meeting people. But it gets so hard. Most of the time i just need/want human contact.

But i'm the kind person people seem to use and then just throw aside.

Why is it the some people seem to end up with everything they want? Of course, it helps to be wanted by someone...