I went into town last night to celebrate Betty Machete's birthday. It was nice, and i enjoy getting to know my team mates.

I was quite hurt though, as apaprently Orion "forgot" that i had this week off, and he was supposed to spend his day off with me. Anyway, i met both boys in the village. Blondie was in a good mood, laughing and joking (as opposed to the night of distraction at the beginning of this month when he said nothing at all). Orion said he felt sorry and that we'll have some time together on Sunday.

But let's face facts ladies and gentlemen. It's not going to happen. How much do i long for, not even a relationship, but a close friendship with someone who wants to see me...