I think it's a fairly safe bet that no-one will wish me well for the funeral tomorrow, and no-one will want to support me or make sure i'm alright afterwards.

I know that i wasn't always the best friend i could have been to Blondie, but it was only after he rejected any of my offers of support, and told me i wasn't a friend. I miss his friendship, what ever it was, so much. I miss Orion making me laugh like crazy.

Blondie has said talk, and talk today - but i think it was all words.