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I guess this will never be repeated again. I was at a work leaving do last night. Blondie blanked me for most of the night. Mind you, he has his new best girl now. Weirdly for someone who didn't work work and personal to mix he managed to get the entire crowd of work people to The Gale and was talking quite openly about being gay, and his new best friend was talking to both Blondie's "housemate" and his mother. He seemed happy though - and maybe thats for the best. As for me...

Well Grandma died sometime on Thursday night and i am heartbroken. I feel as if i have no-one now. Abandoned. Orion went off the grid, and whilst Dave came around for a bit - it wasn't for long before he wanted to go. Maybe i do bring everyone down....