Quite a stressful night. I spoke with Blondie, and he just went on and on about his issues, and all the issues he has with me. Some of which are true and reasonable i guess, and some are not. But things i've said and done in the past... i can't change those. I've apologised, but he still goes on about them. It got so stressful though, especially when he started syaing that i made everyone miserable that my happiness rating just dropped. I put on some clothes and went out. I went to Sutton Park and just walked and cried, and got colder and colder.

I ignored Blondie ringing me as i was hysterical, and ignored his text telling me to stop ignoring him and i was doing his head in. Texted Orion, who was clearly getting worried about me - but i didn't feel up to speaking to him when i was so upset.

Eventually i calmed down enough, and called Orion and we chatted for a bit.

Then i called Blondie back, and well i ended up shouting and we fought.