Well, the two are still together. I did speak to Blondie last night, and he said that he realised that it wasn't my fault, although still said that someone else would have physically stopped him... but maybe these things have to happen.

Today though he's back to not speaking; but i decided to give him their xmas presents anyway.

I think i should face facts that i'm not a people person.

I've made a decision that it woul dbe better if i wasn't friends with either anymore.

I can see now why i am single, but i think this is the best decision for both.

Anyone who says now that I am selfish...well they are mistaken as it was a hard decision for me to make. If i was selfish i would stay friends with both as i am desperate for friends, and for people to go out with...i could go out alone...but i'm not sure i want to anymore. How safe? How fun is it just dancing alone?