So anyway. Bit of a mixed weekend. Went to see the baebes at Birmingham Cathedral. I got there an hour and half early, which meant i was first in the queue! Result! The gig was ace, the room packed out and the now 6 of them were on top form.

I got a message from Orion to say that he was having drinks with Blondie. They are back together again...

After the gig i was quite hyper so decided to go dancing, but i had a message from Orion say that they were going to do that too. I offered to leave, but Orion said that everything would be cool.

Anyway, about an hour or so after i got there, they turned up. I felt a bit weird about it. We danced, but there was definately something not right in my eyes between me and blondie. Anyway, at one point we went up and sat on some sofas, blondie next to orion who sat next to me. We chatted for a bit, and then Orion turned around and said to myself and blondie - "eventually the two of you are going to have to speak to each other", where upon we both kind of mumbled that we were. But i felt a bit weird. We tried to make conversation, but in typical Blondie-fashion it was all put downs, which i can normally take. But when you are trying to get things back on track again it's hard.

Orion insisted that everything was ok..but maybe it was just me...

I did text Blondie the next day about it being weird, but he just sent a short one back saying that he didn't think it was.

But that message alone told it all.

Or maybe it's me. Gentle reader, you know how much i over analyse.

Orion said that he would phone me the next day. I think that's what gets to me the most. You see, if i say i'm going to phone or do something then i do it. I don't understand, and start thinking i've done something to offend.

On the downside, i guess now that they are back together and Blondie wants to keep work and personal separate i will not see Orion again. I am quite a selfish person i have realised.