I went home sick at lunch time. The pain was too great today, and i just couldn't take it. Blondie wished me get well soon, and he did say a few words to me when i asked him if he wanted to go to lunch. So maybe we are getting back on track.

I did a bad thing, but then he was vicious too...

Me, i'm too impatient. I have trouble with time and how slowly it goes...

I want what i want, hence selfish. But the fact that i recognise this...and i acknowledge it, what does that mean?

I want to invite the pair over to my house to finish watching bring it on....but is it too soon? Would it be the right thing to do? Would Blondie say no, and then i would be upset?

Do i over think things? Yes.