judgemental at all, i know it's true!
The frustrating part is, for example, there is a girl at work who is what you would call
conventionally attractive, ie she's skinny. And boy does she go on about being skinny, and how
her clothes are falling off her. But she acts so...so.. stoopid. Talking loudly about how she
doesn't do computers (i work in an IT office!),a nd that certain tasks are mens work, and she
gets confused about things....and...
The blokes flock to her desk.
I can assure you that they don't flock to me! It's frustrating and annoying as i certainly
don't want to bring myself to that. I'm smart, capable and adaptable.
Just pray/keep fingers crossed that I can continue with my weightloss journey.
Went to a quiz at Bhav's church last night. I'e not seen a church like it - it has
badminton courts! The people there seemed really friendly, and very welcoming. As well as Bhav
I also know someone else, someone who used to go to Brigades - which is cool.
I definately need to get my mind of things. And by things i mean men.
The one with whom i had an instant connection, and everyone commented on the chemisty
betwen us; but turned out to be married. It's weird but he never mentions his wife at all,
especially weird since she's pregnant. I'd hope that if it was i (unlikely i know) that i;d
ocasionally mention it.
And the one who i am really attracted to and is funny and smart but i am too fat...
But what would i rather be? Skinny and stupid with blokes, or fat and smart and single...
There has to be a middle ground.
1 comment:
Doesn't have to be either/or though, does it.
If you're smart and capable now, you won't suddenly become a dumb airhead if you get into physical shape. Sounds like you'll be fighting them off....
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