Well i'm sat here crying, so you can guess that they never turned up.

Sometimes i think there must be something wrong with me, well maybe not sometimes...most of the time. I am trying to be good and grownup and not passive agressive. I guess they can't know the time i spent getting things ready, getting food and drink in...

Through the tears i tell myself that there has to be someone out there who would like me even just as a friend and would turn up or at least tell me if they aren't going to...

I'm at home, two people are supposed to be coming around this evening. I've been in this position before and been let down and left alone. I hope they turn up...