Just feeling blue. I keep praying to God that I will find someone, but it just seems like a joke when i do meet someone. Someone who has similliar interests and is funny and smart. Then turns out to be married.

I guess given how old I am now, the chances of me meeting anyone have now gone for ever. I don't really understand why God would do this. Why would he make someone who gew up starved of affection, but with abig heart so that despite that they wanted to give it. Why would God do thatm, and then decide that they should never be with anyone. Why?

I've not written in ages... new job is taking over my life and this level 3 course is requiring so much work.

Or is it that i bought FFXII and i spend too long playing it?