Wel i got to Comet, and despite being told by their customer services that even if the pc centre was closed, i could still leave my pc - in fact i couldn't. I was so upset as it turns out that their it helpdesk centrey thing is only open during office hours - well thats no good to me! They tried to find who gave me this info, but as i phoned from work it would have been a withheld number.

I phoned pcworld instead and got it booked in for Wednesday, and they have promised me that i could drop it off the night before. If it turns out that i can't i am going to be seriously pissed off.

I felt so squished and squashed and generally down that i have had a good cry. The girl on the pcworld booking line did cheer me up with her interpretation of how to pronounce Wednesbury though! I told her that she had made me laugh for the first time that day - i hope that that gave her a good feeling!

But after that i still feel down, as if nothing goes right for me.

I know the answer is to change me...but how did i get rid of these old patterns and get new, happier, nmore successful ones?