I've made a decision that at the end of this week i'm going to come off Cambridge. I'm finding it far too difficult to maintain any kind of life, and my weight loss has slowed down quite dramatically. I am giving a lot of thought about what i am going to eat though, so that i don't pile on what i have lost (which i hope to be 1.5 stone). Mainly veggies and protein. This is quite a departure for me, as i used to eat mainly carbs (potatoes, pasta etc).

I am thinking about going back to slimming world, as it does work, and does mean that i can have a life. It does also mean though that at 2lbs a week, it could take me well over a year. I haven't felt brilliant and healthy doing Cambridge. My skin and hair haven't looked well and i feel hungry pretty much all the time.

I worked my way through all the blocks, and i'm now reading the essay book. I am so nervous about this exam. I also feel like i'm coming down with a cold, which is not helping matters. I did enjoy watching Ancient Rome on the BBC, it gave some background to the Gracchi which isn't present in my block, although it rather neglected to mention that Tiberius had a brother who carried on his reforms. When i realised that i knew that i had learned something!

Going back to slimming world, i doubt that i will go back to the group i was going to. It wasn't inspirational or motivational. There are a few others in my area, not so close for sure, but if they are better than i'm willing to travel. Heck, if i get that bike i could even cycle! The meeting i am thinking of going to is on a Thursday, which again means no alpha. I am thinking that maybe God wants me to get healthy instead... I'm also thinking about going back to Ceroc on Wednesday. Not this week, obviously, since this is my last full week of revising, but perhaps next week. I'll need to keep an eye on my arm, as i really don't want to have to come into work with my mouse arm hurting...