Mum has promised me some money for my birthday next week, so i have decided to book a creative clay weekend in March. It gives me something to look forward to, and i hope it will relax and recharge me. I've decided to tuck away my on call money and i plan on using this to ensure that i pay off my credit cards by May. I had forgotten that i was able to add quite a bit to my repayments because i wasn't paying for my ou course over the winter months. This now has to be added back in again. It means a tight few months, but it will be so worth it in the end. It will mean i can book spice events, even just a couple each month!

I have been praying really hard that this guy i've been emailing for the last couple of months...that i don't mess it up with him. I'm going to meet him for the first time this weekend. I'm kind of mentally preparing myself that he's going to run off screaming when he sees me.

I still need to arrange my breakdown cover. I keep thinking i can't afford it, but i do have a little bit of money as i'm not paying council tax this month, so i only have to find an extra 25 quid or so. Surely i can manage that? I've started shopping at Asda instead of tesco, as it's closer. This saves me a little money but not using up quite so much petrol!