I didn't get up to a lot in my week off work. I did go to Oxford and do a lot of the touristy things and dreamt about studying there. Stupid really, when i was at school i had the opportunity to do it but chose not to and didn't apply to any Oxbridge college. Now that i cannot study full-time.

I just mess everything up.

I have decided that instead of doing an OU course over the winter period, I am going to go for a TEFL qualification. Not one of the well known ones, as it requires that i either have 4 weeks off work (not possible) or i travell to london and get there for 6:30 twice a week, which i don't think is possible.

I put on 4lbs this week, which is really soul destroying as it took me three weeks to lose that amount. Instead of being good i then just started eating. Once you start eating junk food, it's hard to stop again.

I have ordered a carpet for my room, and when that comes I can move the tallboy from downstairs and move some of the furniture from my scond bedroom. With the furniture out of the way I can start decorating that room.

I have cancelled my gym membership and I can going to try and pay off my debts sooner. An extra 50 quid a month wil mean i can pay off my cap 1 this year and the rest by the middle of next year.