Hurrah, my expense came through. Quite a lot this month as i worked two bank holidays on March. I now have enough to pay my largest CC and my council tax. Yippee. Enough for petrol, and a bit to buy cat food, cat litter, bread and some spices.

I froze my first ham sandwich last night, so i am going to eat it in a couple of hours and see what it's like. If it's ok, i'm just going to make a big batch for lunches at work. This will save me a lot in the long run.

Hey, i can now buy some soil to plant geranimums in!

I was going to see Lysistrata with Mel, but that rather feel through and we are going to Pizza hut instead. This is a nice treat for me, and good to catch up with her. She sent me an email last week saying that she had some news. I knew instantly what it was. She is going to have a baby. Very exciting!

Mind you, what with that and going to Tango's wedding last weekend i felt somewhat deflated that all around me people are going and living their lives, and i seem to be rather stuck. I am happy for them all, but cannot help but feel jealous and wish it was me.

Still, it was nice to see tango again, but it was such a long day. He is still super nice, and i could have all those years ago gone out with him. What an idiot i was to go for someone who had issues instead. What a waste of time i spent on someone who wasn't worth it. But, i thought to myself that i wold have been no good for Tango and he is with someone much better suited than i. I think he had a lucky escape from me really.

some time later... the sandwich wasn't bad at all. I might spend a little more and get some decent quality bread and when i come back from Pizza hut tonight, just go and make a batch and freeze.

This is a cooking week. I have added tomatoes to my curry recipe. Tasty!