Oh dear i have 140 quid to last until payday now. I still keep going out to the supermarket and buying crap. I am going to have to be a lot stricter with myself. Obviously i am down a lot as i had to pay 55 quid for a gas installer to come out, which was not my choice.

I have to pay my credit card and council tax, which is well over a hundred, plus petrol.

My grandma gave me 10 pounds on Monday, before grandpa died, so i am going to try and use this for food. I should be ok as i have a freezer full of stuff and can make at least 9 meals with what i have right now in the house. I guess the few extra tins i will need to make it go further can come from my other bank account. It was my carpet fund, but that seems like the least of my worries right now! I will be ok i guess.

I think i really need to get my water metered, it will save me so much money.

Sometimes i really hate that life is like this. I try and think back to how i managed when i was only less than half of what i am now. I remember, i never went out or did anything.

Urgh my eating has gone completely to pot. I have decided that i'm not going to try seriously until Saturday. I just hope i don't put on too much.

I also need to catch up studying...