So i went out for a drink with Jenny, her husband Iain, and Sheri. It was slightly strange as i was never very friendly with Sheri, but OK. Jenny is as nice as ever, and her husband seems really nice. I think he must have gone to Solihull School as he seemed to know many other OE's.

I felt so inadequate compared to them. I appear to have achieved nothing noteworthy. Jenny ghas a family and practises Chinese Medicine. Sheri is a recruitment consultant, just went trekking in the Andes and has just met a new bloke.

Me, i just drift and can't settle down to anything much and am single after so many years alone. I guess i really do need to change my life.

OK so what am i doing. Well i have a PT and am working on losing weight, i'm going on the NLP seminar. I have finally moved into my own house. I guess the next thing is to start having a social life on a weekend.

So how to do that? I guess i can ask Juliette if she is doing anything...