Saturday was so busy. I didn't go the gym as i knew i would not have time, but instead dropped my car off at 9am, and headed off to Worcester with Chris. I spent the whole day with there and zoomed bck to Brum in Adie's car. Just in time to pick up my own.

In the evening it was on to Auntie Jenny's hen night. It was so good to see Joolz and Mel, and bump into Joolz' friend Kate. I haven't seen her in 10 years. The four of us used to go clubbing together, and had good times.

It also made me realise how bad mum is. Aunty Sheila is older than mum, and a cancer survivor, but she looks younger than mum! It is amazing how wearing glam clothes, and a little makeup and not least a youthful attitude can make you seem younger.

Mum just goes on about how she is nearly 60, and that seems to be that. She talks about herself as an old lady etc etc

It's almost embarrassing, and very sad.

My parents are and were strange people. I want to be different, and make some close friends.