I did kick-box aerobics last night, which was a big disappointment. The music was too loud and the instructor had no mic, so i couldn't hear a lot of what she was saying. There appeared to be little structure, and the cool down and stretching was not good enough.

I have been spoilt doing Body Combat, which is very structured and has decent warm up and cool down tracks (very important after a high impact class). Pity really.

I've been looking at the civil service website, and having a long think. I need something with more challenge, and less emphasis on money-making. But the selection process is very tough. Also, i cannot apply until late this year. My first degree is high enough, and i would assume that my OU work, would make me look willing to learn new skills...but i don't do well in tests, and i don't like interviews. My first step, though, is to update my cv. I need to do it for work, so i can get our HR person to review it. I would also wonder how my previous mental health problems would look.

I am so much better now, that it is untrue. I've finally discovered me and what i like (QVC!), and enjoy things so much better. Of course, being alone with no single friends is a pain, but at least i'm doing something about that.

I guess the only answer is to try. I have a lot to offer.

The new series of CSI is on tonight! woohooo! wish it was miami though and proper CSI was on Saturday nights, but there you go. I might also try and watch the new L&O spin-off. I should also try and learn 3rd noun form.