It's still very depressing at work. I am constantly worried about redundancy, but HR doesn't seem too bothered at the moment. I just can't stop worrying. I've even been considering changing jobs...

I saw someone from icas on Friday, which did help a little. But the effects only lasted a few hours.

Saturday..(yes i know this is disjointed, but then i feel that way completely right now) i met a cat. The cat was sitting underneath a hedge on my road. It was meowing and so me being me i meowed back. We had a brief conversation and i persuaded it to come out from beneath the hedge. I have never heard such a vocal cat, and so friendly to. The cat followed me to my house and then followed me to my car. When it saw i was getting into my car, it carried on it's way.

I really miss having a cat.

Then i went and spent 40 pounds (!) on cosmetics. I think i was figuring that if i am going to lose my job, i might as well buy some of things now that i want. I bought three things with that 40 quid, all for my eyes. I have to say though, that i look very cute and pretty with them on, but not too teeny. The colours are really pale mauves and two different pinks. I suppose if I am going to do interviews, I should at least look smart.

Yesterday i went to asda and spent 27 pounds on a new jacket. It's a black and pinky ski jacket, and was reduced from 55 pounds. A bit of an extravagance, but what season in the UK doesn't require a warm and waterproof coat.