The flat i was going to look around tomorrow got sold. I am so upset, i cannot look around properties during the week because i cannot get home until 7pm. People say that i will find somethign else; but if i cannot see it and get pipped to the post..

I cannot bare to be trapped for ever.

Plus i looked through the freebie paper, and there was actually nothing in it that i could afford (even if i looked a little further afield). I am trying not to get too upset and am praying so hard. I never did this before because i felt too guilty about leaving mum alone. I pray that overcomng that guilt hasn't ultimately cost me my freedom.

Peopel say that something will turn up, but when the estate agent even thinks that it's unlikely...the tears roll.

It'#s times like these when i wish i had a partner to buy a place with. Being single is so much not fun.