Monday, May 20, 2002

Bit of a weird weekend. Was supposed to go and see Attack of the Clones, as a last minute thing with Sean and Paul (amongst others). I knew that i was going to be 15 minutes late, because i had gone to the spice yoga workshop during the day.

I was the 15 minutes late that u said i was going to be, and when i got there the others had already bought tickets for a showing. The showing was too late for me. I got upset, and because i knew i was going to cry i left. Which wasn't the best plan, but no-one seemed particularly bothered if i stayed.

No-one from spice seems to be responding to emails or texts lately, so i do wonder what it is i have done. But then again, maybe that this is a sign that i should go and look for new friends.

It probably seems like nothing to anyone else, but to me it seems like they didn't care or it didn't matter about my opinion. I just like to have a say in the matter. It's not the sort of thing i would do to my friends, and i like to be treated in the same way. Maybe it isn't normal to react like that. I don't know, but that's why i'm going to a Psych dude.

But i need to keep myself cheerful, so i will write about good stuff.

I did spend some money on Saturday. I bought the Norah Jones single, which was well worth the money; and also Gemma Hayes single, which i haven't listened to much yet. But i will.

Some time later i spoke to Steve who calmed me down.

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