Well, i ended up not eating well. Everyone else was having a starter, and i don't like to make myself noticed for lack of eating. I ate pate (which was a bit too livery for my taste), i had carbonara for my main (delicious, but i couldn't finish it) and one profiterole for dessert (also delicious, and one was enough). I felt very full.

This morning i have only put on one pound, so i am hoping to lose that by tomorrow and end up as maintainign for my official weigh in. Only a few weeks in and i am already at that stage...but leaving do's happen vey rarely (and i am missing out on work meal next week because i am going to see riverdance). It's very annoying, especially since if this had happened earlier in the week, i could have probably got it all off. I am trying not to be too sad.

I find myself constantly thinking about Neil...he was one of the blokes that i mentioned in this entry. The one that i never heard from again. It's been a year...and i still think about him. We seemed so right together, and i thought that we had made a connection. We spoke on the phone for hours, and then suddenly it all stopped. I suspect that the reason was because of my age (or lack of it), he told me in an email that he was looking for someone 35+, no kids. And i just didn't fit into that category.

I watched the last episode of Ted and Alice after i came back from the meal. I loved it so much. think that the BBC put it on the wrong channel (should have been bbc2), advertised it incorrectly (it wasn't a comedy) and at the wrong time. There were still questions that were left unanswered (70's Mark...why?)

Well, i was doign realyl weight at not eating...i bought some instant soups for lunch (quite tasty) but i ended up at 3:15 caving in and bought a cadburys brunch bar, and a flapjack.

Oh dear.